Dear God,

its me again. remember? I’m not doing so good, as I think I am. Right now, all I can really ask for is your protection for my father. & catherines, mikaela’s,jewel’s, and yet dalena’s brother,athina’s grandma. Please protect them will all the strength you have,right now. I know, why am I asking for so much? Because I can’t go another day,always crying about how much I miss my dad. You see my dad, died almost 6 years already. and I feel like he’s not resting in peace because of all of the nonsense my haters talk about saying”he deserves to die” and that my friends dad deserves to be locked up. now I feel like no one should be get at like that. Its all because of my actions. Please forgive me for I have sinned. Don’t let my actions be something that hurt someone, that i really love. I can’t ask for more,but your protection. I’m really trying here to become closer to you all over again. All I need right now, is you GOD. please tell me when I’m done living my nightmare. I’m really done being so weak in the knees. I’m ready for your answer when you’re ready. Thanks lord father. Amen. i truly am blessed.<3