Dear God,

If I said everything was fine I would be lying. So everything is not fine. I feel like I’m drifting farther and farther away from everyone, including You. I don’t want this happening again just as it happened two years ago. I’m scared of really praying now. Since I feel like they never get answered and it makes me think that You are just ignoring them. I need to change my mindset. But I can’t do this alone. I need you with me the whole time. I need you next to me like a dad teaching their kid how to ride a bicycle. But don’t ever let me go. Please never let me out of Your sight.