Dear God,

I have waited almost 19 years to be in a fully committed relationship because I have put Faith in you to bring me someone good for me. I met a boy over the internet a few weeks ago and we met in person yesterday, it was amazing. He is full of your Spirit and I am so grateful to meet someone like him, we just have two problems. He is not a virgin, I am. I expected you to bring me someone who was. And he, he has trust issues, and is already suspicious of me when I’ve done nothing wrong because past girlfriends have cheated on him. Because I’m so much of what HE has asked for, he won’t drop the subject about marriage in the future. I have been thinking lately of how he could feel upset about something I MIGHT (but will not) do when he has already DONE (something) with an ex girlfriend. I already feel cheated on when I think of the possibility of a future with him. Please lift this burden off me, that I will only be with someone who is also a virgin, and if it is not lifted, should I not bother with him? Are you telling me he isn’t at all the one, even when he has asked for forgiveness and does not plan to do anything related till marriage? Please don’t let me feel above him, I sin too, all sin can be forgiven, but can I put that behind me? Can I forget that sin, THAT mistake? Tell me what’s right, because YOU only know what’s right for me. I love you very much and I desire to please you. 

Love, your daughter.