Dear God,

I don’t know how I’m feeling right now. I feel lost and numb.  Grant me Father peace of mind, courage and strength each day.   I have given him so much patience and understanding yet still he doesn’t understands.  I don’t know until when can I hold on to him.  He doesn’t want me to give up yet on him,  Yes, I do love him Father, but he seems different I just don’t know him anymore Father.  I miss the old him, the man I love, the one I used to know.  Bring him home Father, he lost right now.  Show him the right way.. Lead him Father.  Bless him Father.  Guide him everyday, in this very hour, in every minute. Bless his heart Father.  I don’t know If I still hold a place in his heart as he want me to still hold on.  Please enlighten him Father.  If he is lost, I too am nowhere. I need You Father. We need You.  Bless us.

Your child