Dear GOD

I feel weak. I feel desperate. I feel awful and ashamed because I am jealous with my pals. I can’t be happy for them completely and the hardest part is I feel I am a bad person because I feel all these things… I know you in your time you will give me what I ask and wish for. I always believe in you but life is hard sometimes. I do hope to be strong and brave enough to fight and face all the struggles that life may bring. I want to be a good person. And please help me and lead me to the right path my LORD.