Dear God,

i emptied myself today. i always felt horrible. everyday. for seeing someone who doesn’t wanna see me anymore. he’s like a brother, a bestfriend, a shoulder to cry on to me. but things had change after talking about college. he suddenly don’t wanna be my classmate and declares he needed independence. i can’t barely understand the point and now that he insist to be STILL friends with me, i can’t be close with him the way we were before. please help me find the courage to remain as who i am to him before and to restore the friendship i have with him. please god. your all i ever trust on. your my only hope.