Dear God,

I cant even begin to describe all the emotions i have felt this week. defeat, hopelessness, sadness, anger. it made me feel like there was almost nothing to live by anymore. i continue to have faith in him and you though. i want to believe that hes going to get better and not make such a silly mistake ever again. is that a problem of mine? having too much faith in people? no. thank you god for giving me this ability to see the good in people. hes going on a retreat this weekend, and he will probably have to face his mistake face to face there. please god, give him the strength to learn from his mistake and not fall under temptation again.