Dear God,

Why do I do the things I do? I want to put You first. I am soo tired of trying to fill the holes in my heart with stuff or people that just disppoint. Help me to be satisfied with what You are doing in my life. I don’t even recognize the person I’ve become. I am looking for attention in all the wrong areas. And I am soo sorry. Help me to just be patient. May YOUR will be done. Not mine.

I love you!