Dear God,

You know exactly how much i have turned away from You. even when You called out my name, i feigned from hearing. i questioned and mocked Your existence, as well as Your followers. i made my family suffer for my selfishness, and i laughed at Your grace. yet, You kept calling because You knew that i knew, deep down, that i needed You. and now, You have changed me for the better. i still don’t know why You would want me as Your child because i feel that i have nothing much to offer and there are plenty of people out there who are just like me and have gone through similar situations as me. but You have finally given me the gift of faith, Lord God, and for that i am eternally thankful. i am nowhere near my ideal relationship with You, Lord God, but we are working on that. and working towards that goal has got to mean something, right? i know i may falter through hard times, Lord, but let me always look upon Your Light so that the darkness around me disappears. give me wisdom to carry out Your Will and c