Dear God,

tonight at church You spoke through people so much. Ive been lacking on hope more and more each day I wake up. Although I have a messy heart of past stress and insecurities, You helped me tonight to open up to the person I care about the most, and made me be completely honest. He cried, i’m still in tears, but I know You pushed it to happen. I write stupid emotions in my owl patterned journal everyday like a young girl again, but all those secret feelings from the months finally came out. I feel strong pain for making him feel so bad, but this will make us closer. I know in His arms he’s going to be fine. I’m sorry for not devoting enough time for Your word, I think about it so much. But You’re still always here, making it obvious you love me. Please don’t stop.

Love, Your daughter