Dear God,

Please help me to pray for what I truly want instead of beating around my words and making no sense. I know You see the desires of my battered heart, but help me to say them out loud so I can hear and understand myself. I need to stop doubting and start trusting that I will wake up one day soon and feel better. Ive been hurting over a year in a situation of just wanting to let out how i feel to that boy. that guy i loved and dated long distance for a year, but we slowly stopped our hearts race for one another. Since then, I just want to have confirmation to move on. I just want to talk to him, so bad. I know I have my strength for a reason, and time will have its way. I have the power to make my pain stop and start living. But please give me that opportunity to end this stress.