Dear God,

I know I was just talking to You 20 minuntes ago, and I know this going to be about the exact same thing it was earlier also. But I can’t help it. I just need to talk to You because I know out of all people You’d understand.

So he hurt me. He hurt me real bad in the place where it hurts most. The pieces of my heart have been on the floor ever since that night. I’m gonna put all of the pieces in Your big lovely hands because You’re the greatest doctor I know.

I Just don’t understand.  I just don’t understand why.

I don’t know if this is all You’ve ever inteded us to be, and if this is the end even though it didn’t really start…. i’m cool with that. Why? Because if i thought this was good… you’ll leave me with GREAT in the end, right? That’s what you call a Man/Woman of God, right?

All I wanna be is the girl You used to change him — the girl who made a difference. I wanna be the girl that left him with a story to tell. I wanna be more than just a girl.

Young, Naive Girl That Really Needs You,

Jess

p.s, I’m waiting on You… runin’ this life by none-other than Your time. ♥