Dear God

I’m so angry and confused. I dont know where to go or what to do . I don’t do anything right . I’m just messing everything up and hurting those who love me and letting those who don’t hurt me . I just want to do right , I just want to be happy and be loved . I owe money everywhere, my car messing up , can’t pass my test for ged , can’t seem to take care my kids the way it has to be . Idk what is wrong with me I’m stuck on this bubble of evilness. I feel at times that maybe it’s best if I go . Show me the way , give me the light . Open my eyes please . Let me feel you in my heart . Don’t let me be weak any more but be very strong . Bring good people to my life and take all mean ones away . I’m so sorry for always breaking my promises and doing so many sins .. so tired of this , all of this . I can’t hAndle this any more . Please help me .
Thank you Amen