Dear God

I hate these feelings that I am feeling towards this guy I just met. We’ve been only talking a few weeks and all of a sudden my heart wants him to be the one. I barely even know much about him. It feels like home when I speak to him. I honestly just want to get a yes or a no from you so I can move on with my life. This dating thing is soo scary. I don’t know what to do. I ask you to hold my hand through this process and help my heart to be at peace and not be anxious and that my questions will be answers. I have buried my want to be in a relationship for so long. The longing hurts me very much. It was so much easier to be numb and not feel anything. God help me.