Dear God,

I am tired of feeling like this. Thank you for showing me where all of the unexplained paina dn sadness came from but, I really can’t take this anymore. Why am I so compassionatte? Why am I so afraid tto say no? Why do I have to be such a people pleaser? Why do I let people take advantage of me? How can I change? How can I just say NO? God you are so infinate and amazing and I feel so selfish for praying this. But, I don’t KNOW HOW to change. I don’t think I can. God show me what you want me to do, how you want me to act, lead my action Lord, fill my mouth with YOUR words God, not my own. I love you Lord.