Dear God,

I have drifted from you, the things that i have done have caused me to forget what truly matters. The sins that i have committed are wrong and i ask you to forgive me lord. I know what i should do lord, but it’s gonna be super hard to do that. It shouldn’t matter how hard it is, because when i think about i don’t want to spend an eternity in hell. Living in hell shouldn’t be the reason i choose not to sin though, nor should going to heaven. Don’t get me wrong heaven is a great thing but that shouldn’t be the reason i want to stop what i’m doing. The reason should be and is because you are my lord and savior, you created me and am my father as well as the father of all creation. You are my best friend, and i know that i have drifted from you and i don’t want that anymore. So making you happy and doing what is right in your eyes is the reason behind stopping what i’m doing. I want to live in a way pleasing to you. I want to fall head over heels for you like i did the very first time i discovered your love and how awesome and great it is. It is so great and awesome you love me no matter what, with all the sins i do i don’t deserve your love. but you are that great that you just love me unconditionally. So i am so very sorry lord for being disobedient to you and ask you to forgive my sins and going against what you wanted. Forgive me for what i have done lord.  I have faith that you will forgive me, i have faith that i am saved. I know that i am saved and that as long as i am truly sorry for the sins i have committed i am saved. I am truly very sorry lord and will try so very hard to RUN away from temptation, before i fall into the sin. I will surround myself with people who love you and will support me on this journey with you. Those people will be accountable for me and make sure that i  don’t stray from your path. I love you so much lord and regret drifting from you even for a second. You should be my number one priority and never be put second ever. So from this moment on lord i am going to put you first, as you should be and praise, worship, and honor you lord. i love you so much.

Amen