Dear God,

I know for the last years I have lied constantly. I know I have left you constantly whenever happiness has left me. Dear Lord, this time, you know after I met him, I stayed with you when we were seperated. Lord, I didn’t leave you. I hope in you, I believe in you more, Lord. If I believe in you more then that must mean he is the one you want me to have. Lord, please help both of us. Help him to care for me and help me to breathe and not let my heart cave in to sadness of seperation. Let this be worth it because Lord, I know that I ain’t giving up on you anymore. Lord, I know. I love you. I believe that you are Lord and Saviour. Lord, please be with me. Please help me to realize that life comes with ups and downs.

Meg