Dear God,

I know you place the heaviest burdens on those who can carry it’s weight, but it’s getting too heavy for me to carry now. Thank you for having faith that I am strong enough but it’s getting to the point where my knees are buckling and I am slowly getting weak. I feel helpless and I know you work in strange ways but I am scared that I am slowly losing the belief that things will get better. I need you now more than I have ever needed you before. Please help me get through this. I really need you. I love you, always.