Dear God,

I know you’re there. I know that your presence is so near. You’ve given me so many opportunities just to embrace you and love you as much as I can but I’ve just brushed off those moments. It feels like my connection with you is being cut off by something. I’ve lost sight of my goal, father. I’ve veered away from your cross and I am lost. The words that come out of my mouth aren’t genuine and I only feel obligated to do the things that I do. I’m so scared to ask you to break me down, in any way you can. I know you’ll do it anyways, in your own time. I present myself as this strong woman of God but really, I’m just weak and longing more of your love. I fail to see the beauty that you’ve created on this earth. Lord please. I want to feel your embrace. I offer all of it up to you father. please please please be with me.