My heart is beyond shattered

Dear God,

I loved him for close to 2 years. I was jealous at times but early on he began lying about little things. I was close to his family, and we were amazing together when it was he and I. However he could change into this other person that I didn’t even recognize and drink until he couldn’t remember. He broke up with me and I can’t get his words out of my head. He was so cold and heartless. I think that he has moved on and I can’t get it out of my head. I miss everything about him…his laugh..the scent of his neck when he hugged me tight..everything. Now someone else has what I love the most and I feel like I am dying. Please help me, please take this pain. I love him, and he is gone. The pain in beyond words. :’(

Thank you