Dear Lord,

I’m sorry for everything. I know I let you down a lot, and I know I only call to you when I need something. Please Lord, help me change. Help me be a better person, a better friend, a better daughter, sister, christian. Lord I feel empty. Sometimes I feel so vulnerable and alone, but I know I shoudn’t. Help me trust in you, and put all my hope and faith in you. Give me strength Lord. Strength to accept everything, that past, the people that have left, the things that’ve happened. You know I miss him terribly. I LOVE him, you know that. But I know you took him out of my life for a reason. Just give me the strength to let him go. Please give him the happiness he deserves. Take care of him, and guide him. If they’re meant to be together, then bless them and they’re relationship. Lord, I know you’re the only love I truly need. So please, fill this void. I am broken. In a way that only YOU can fix. Heal me lord. I have wounds that hurt, so bad. I want to do more, BE more. I want to be happy. I want to tell the WORLD about you, and bring lost souls to you. So I ask that You help me and guide me. Send your holy spirit to guide every word and action, so that I may be able to reach to people’s hearts by speaking of your love with my actions. Please Lord. God, I wish my dad was a better person. Please, wherever he is, protect him. Bring him back to you. He’s lost and he needs you, so please forgive him and call out to him. Remind him that he needs you. I wish I didn’t judge my stepdad so much. Lord please help me have the patience to understand him, and be grateful overall. You put him in my life for a reason, so please help him, as well as myself be better people. I wish my family got along. I wish I was a better friend. Help that happen, please. Lord, please help all the people I love. Guide all of them, especially my christian friends. Help all them seek you and have that desire, that hunger to find you and hold your hand forever. Use anything, anyone to bring them to you. I want them all of them to have a strong, close relationship with you. ..Lord, I know I am intelligent. And I know I have been wasting all the knowledge you gave me. Please give me wisdom and motivation to do good in shcool. I do’nt want to be a failure anymore. I want to make everyone proud, including you. I need you so much. Don’t ever abandon me, no matter what I do. I want to do more than sit around in meetings, and complain about how irreverent the youth is. I want to go out there and preach, and share, and bring all those people who don’t know about your love to You. I want to make a difference and impact the world. Help me do that. Help me bring people to you. Lord, I know I ask for too much, I’m sorry. I just feel so lost lately. But I know that with you I am found. I know you will always be with me. I know you have a plan for me, and that you will use me to do great things. I know your love will never fail me. Forgive me for everything. I am truly sorry. I love you, so much. I’d be so lost without you. You truly are amazing Lord, please send your guardian angels to protect me and guide every step I take. May your will be done. In Jesus’s name, I pray, AMEN.