dear Lord

You know that i’m struggling right now. You know that i can’t let go. I don’t want to let go. Please help me. I’m so torn. I don’t know what else to do. I want to keep praying and i want to live like You and for You. But sometimes I don’t even know if You’re ever going to answer my prayer. I know nothing’s impossible for You, but is my prayer going to be the one that you won’t answer? I’m so torn. I need help.