Dear Papa,

I don’t know what was going through my head during those times.. all i know is that I should have listened to you. Honestly Papa, I don’t understand how I could pick someone so unworthy over you.. It was the biggest mistake of my life so far. Yes Papa, I’m a sinner. And I know that during these coming teenage years, I can do much worse. When I slit my wrist I never knew the kind of pain it would cause You just to see me doing it.. You’ve been through worse, and I was taught better. You, Papa, told me not to go through with it. I know you did, I was sure. But I never listened, and I thought that you gave up on me after a few times because whenever i was in pain and asked for you Papa, I never got answers. I know I shouldn’t regret anything because everything I got, You gave to me Papa. And I appreciate every single day, hour, minute, second, breath that you’ve given me. I appreciate my family and friends, I wouldn’t be where I am if it wasn’t for them, and You Papa. I know I disappointed You many times, and I am truly sorry Papa. But thank you for always guiding my family and I, for being here for me no matter what. For not giving up on me, For loving me for me, and giving me uncondional love. I love you Papa with every single thing you’ve given me. Papa, You Are My Saviour, and my safe harbour.