Getting Serious

Dear God, 

Now I want to get serious. I want to remove all the toxicity from my life and get back to you. Now is the time to really work on my relationship with you and work on my confidence and self image. The world has ruined my spirit, but you make me feel better. You make me feel real. I went away to college last August and lost myself. I did nothing but sit and sulk and think about who I could be. You are calling me Lord. I feel Your pull everywhere I go. I want to live in eternity with you. Now is the time to shine my light. You have gifted me, why aren’t I using it? I crave to change my life so much, but all of these vanities are holding me back. I will do better. I will become a part of your kingdom. You will change by body,You will change my mind, You will change my spirit. I know that you are the only way I can ever be happy. I must serve you. Let’s make this happen.