God,

You are good and I know that full well. You have great plans for me and for that I’m grateful. But God, I’m struggling. I hate it when people judge me. So why do I find myself judging right back. My heart is aching. I am not who you want me to be. And I’m sorry. But, I’m trying. Fill my heart with peace, forgiveness, and understanding. Fill my thoughts with Your words. And fill my life with Your love. You have given me more than I could ever he wanted and I want to give You my heart and my soul. My life is SOO not about me. So why do I keep pretending like it is? God, give me strength to make a difference. Use me. And change my heart to be more like Yours. I love You and I long to serve You.

Love,

Your Servant.