god I’m losing hope

Hey god its me..im hopless I’m getting nothing right the girl I truly love is gone.
I don’t understand.iv lost the fight.
I have been stupid,Lord how much
I miss her that everyday without her seems everyday forever.
Im lost I’m angry with myself I don’t know what iv done ppl all who know me
Can’t understand what’s wrong
But lord as you can see.,iv lost control
Iv given up on caring…and all the love I have inside is going to waste..lord I’m truly broken.could u find the time give me a sign…the words..its haven’t spoken.lord I’m simply heartbroken it going to be a long life I don’t want to be alone.but no one else I’d rather..if not I’ll be on my own.amen