god please forgive me for my sin in Chang my life around

Father god i need you im hurting in don’t no why im hurting i just wanted to be a beautiful young health lady you made me to be please watch over my health in my beautiful body keep me in your hands for ever love me i also wanna be successful in be someone in life i wanna live good for ever i also ask you my Lord to watch over my family father god im ready to be a mother in have a good men to love me for ever please bless me with everything i ever played for amen