God, please help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear God,
I am so sorry for all my sins. Please forgive my lying, stealing, adulterer thinking, gambling.. my list is so long. Please God, I am in so much trouble. I don’t know how to go on. I don’t know if I am going to make it. But I cannot die. I owe so much money and debt to other people and I don’t want to irresponsible and just leave. PLEASE GOD!!!! I am in so much pain….. PLEASE FORGIVE ME. I really need your guidance. I am at my end…….. I don’t know how to go on with my life…. I can’t breathe!!!!!!!!!!!! My God, please don’t hate me. Please don’t hide from me. My God, please don’t leave me alone!! Please God, please help me!