Hello God

Today.. I wonder.. I wonder if people are listening and I wonder where to turn.

I thought of you.. and I thought of where I should have started first..

I am scared.. I am scared that I won’t have the strenght and patience to allow me to be as strong as I need.. I am afraid that this earthly place.. just doesn’t understand me.

I wipe the tears I have as I make this little prary to you and I beg that you give me a little more strenght and hope… that I can see where you are directing me.

Please let my heart find its place.. please direct me to a warm comfortable place.