Help me change

Dear God,
Please help me change my gambling ways. I lost all my money and a I am begging you once again to help me. I am so sorry. I keep thinking I can win enough to give the money back to my parents that they put down on property they can’t sell. Please let them get this money back very, very soon. As soon as you can grant this. Please I beg you, it’s my fault. I gamble because I want to pay them. I can’t afford now to fix my teeth. I am so ashamed. Please help me follow you everyday to become the person I need to be. Please help me financially to be able to pay my bills, pay for my teeths, I so desperatley need my teeth fixed. My most needed prayer is to please get my parents money to them. Please help me walk with you everyday! I know I have asked you soooooo many times. I keep falling and I know you will lift me back up. I can’t sleep knowing what I have done. I drink to cover the pain. I want to do good. Please help our family. I love you. Amen.