Help me God!

God, I’m so tired! I can’t stand it anymore, can’t stand having this feeling, this love in my heart, for a person that I maybe can never get to know personally. I want to know him and be part of his life, I know nothing is impossible for you but I’m weak and I think: “Why are You going to give this blessing for me?” I don’t have  faith enough, he is a famous person but I know for you this makes no difference, we poor humans do think there’s a big difference between celebrities and ‘normal’ people. Forgive me for my weakness and I ask again, if this is never going to happen, take this feeling from my heart, because I can’t take anymore, I need a sign, something that tells me that this is not crazy and that with You anything is possible.

Amem.