HELP WANTED

Dear Father,

You know that its been rough towards the end of 2009. There has also been blessings, you gave me the opportunity to meet a good friend. Forgive me Lord if ive turned away from you. Forgive me because i have not knowm my place. I wish to help others but i cant even help myself. I wish to help Kris.It all seems so hard,and difficult.I am afraid.I dont want him to ever stop believing in you, becuase the journey without you is darker and dangerous. I pray for him every night to keep him safe.You promised to keep your children safe.I ask you that you open his heart and mind completely to you.Let him be able to hear your voice.Light that spark one more time Lord, because tomarrow it might be too late.The same i ask for me dad.i need to renew my heart.its not impossible, because that word does not exist.its only an excuse for not accomplishing something.LORD ALMIGHTY,YOU CREATED THE UNIVERSE, THE EARTH, THE ANIMALS, LORD YOU CREATED US.YOU CREATED ME,WHO AM I TO DOUBT IN YOUR POWER?WHO AM I TO SAY IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU TO CHANGE ONE’S SOUL?we are who we are because we chose to be that.Let us have the intelligence to chose to be a beter person, and for us to want to change by your spirit.Dont leave us just yet, now more then ever we need you.Kris needs you,I need you.Help us make the right choices.
-Love, Cristal-