Hey Papa G

The last four months have been hard on me. I’m not sure of what I am anymore, but I know I’m not more than what I thought I was. I’m not what I was. I’m different. I haven’t even known you. I’ve known abandonment.  That’s it. I spent 2 years there, and I didn’t know it until now. The only constant I’ve known was doubt. Maybe the third time will be the charm? I have no idea, but I know things have come to an end. You probably don’t even know what I’m saying.