I can barely handle this hurt..

Dear God, i am at a loss.. …please meet us tonight…Iam trying to see you and be faithful and hopeful but all the hurt and everything that goes along with it isnt subsiding… It starts with saddness and questions and turns to anger and than more hurt and tears and i am left feeling gutted to a point of utter despair……please take this and miraculously vanish all of the evil and hurt involved and in turn Bless us like weve never been. In Jesus name Amen.