I drowning in debt… and my business is failing… my son wants nothing to do with me…

The tragedy is I categorize myself as a non-believer. My business and personal obligations are in complete disarray. If I don’t make some money in the next few days, everything will collapse. While dealing with this I’ve got to bear the burden of having a son who has estranged himself from me ( I wasn’t the best dad… ) and I feel totally alone & desolate. I’ve given up all hope… there doesn’t seem to be a “future” for me… I just want the pain and anxiety to stop. God forgive me for my gross financial mismanagement… being a bad Dad… and a totally fallible spouse… I ask your help… I can’y keep going on like this. PLEASE DEAR GOD HELP ME !