i hate to admit it but,

im still so scared of rejection and being hurt. i always try to please people and never really think about myself first. i know people are always judging me, but no matter how many times i say im not going to let that change how i act, it still does. please lord, help me realize that im perfect the way i am, and not let peoples opinions and them judging me change how i act and handle situations.

p.s. i love you (: