I know I’ve been straying away. Life sometimes gets the best of me. But please Lord, keep me on the right path. I know I can only be happy and have things fall in place if you’re with me. So I ask that you guide me and lead me to you. Lord, I pray that you release me of these feelings. I pray that it’s not just me convincing myself of this and that it’s reciprocated. I feel like I don’t know anything anymore, but one thing I’m sure of is you. So please stay with me. I need you. And I pray that you keep my parents and friends safe and out of harms way. I pray that you bring a little peace in to this world. We really need it. We really need you. And Lord, I pray that I can see her soon. I want her to know that I turned out pretty okay and that she is forever in my heart. I want her to know that I love her beyond words and she was the best godmother anyone could have. And I pray for all those who need prayer. And I pray that he gets that call on his pager saying he got the origin match and everything is going to be okay. I pray that he is reunited with his family. He has suffered enough. I pray for him and his family. Please keep them in your heart and view. I thank you for all that I have and for all that you have given me. I pray that your with me always. Lord, I thank you.