I need help. I’m going to seek help. For a while now, I’ve been losing faith in you, God. I know this isn’t as great as just saying a prayer and speaking with you every night like I used to. I feel like I am not focused on anything anymore and I’m not sure if it is because I have lost in faith in you as well. I want to seek help but I feel so ashamed, I always feel ashamed. I just need guidance again and motivation and inspiration. Whatever I have been doing is not going for me anymore.