I overheard my mom talking to my siblings saying that she wants me out of the house cause I bring nothing but sadness to the family. I want an escape. I need to be someplace other than here. Music didn’t work. I need to get lifted. I occasionally look towards drugs, and I am as of right now, but i hope you still see me as you son. Watch over me during these hard times. I’ll be back, its just that i need some time to think and escape. I love you.