I pray for their pain….

sometimes I feel all alone… I know that you are always here for me and that you are with me each and every step along the way but sometimes I miss the comfort I use to have with him…. I know the reason you take things away from us is to give us something better or greater or something that will be used to better your kingdom…. But sometimes the pain hurts so much… I say i’m over him…. it’s been a year… but everytime I see him I feel shattered….. like he took parts away from me I’ll never get back…. I’ve been hurt before but never this bad…. I’m lucky I have my family… cuz they were the ones who brought me back to u after everything happened… who knows what would have happened if they hadn’t been there…. So God… today I pray for not only to work on my heart, provide me with strength, and to provide me with patience as u prepare the right man for me but I also pray for all others who have been through similar things like this or situations that made them feel completely torn…. I pray that they find you and seek you closer and that you take their pain and agony away…. I pray that they dont blame you for their hurt but that they trust in u that u will give them happiness that is far greater than they ever thought that could happen…  

Amen