I’d rather say I’m talking rather than praying, because God’s presence is that strong. It’s like He’s laying right next to me..

Dear God,

I need you.. And I know that you are just a prayer away, but I’ve been finding it so hard just to close my eyes and focus. I pray that you reveal to me the distractions and hindrances in my life. I lift up everything that is stopping me from getting me to you. I want to fall for you, like how I did the first time. I have so much on my shoulders and I know that no problem is bigger than you. So Lord I pray that you will move these mountains that I face.. I have faith in You.. And only you. Lord, forgive me for the sins that I have committed.. I am so broken right now I do not know where to begin. I am rambling. I am literally crying right now.. I know you know that I am pregnant.. Abortion struck my mind, but not to the point where I wanted one. It was just a thought, and I would never ever. I do not know where this prayer is going to end, but I am feeling very hopeful. I do not know how to tell my parents and boyfriends parents and everyone else in my family that I am pregnant. Lord guide me. I know this isn’t a regular prayer, but I just want to start now.. I want to start talking to you more often, everyday even.