Im sorry and I will do better

Dear God,

  I’m sorry that I have hurt so many people – I do not mean to do this. You have given me so many wonderful gifts and I realized that I am not using them in a way that would make you proud. I am sorry.  I never meant to hurt anyone and I pray that you heal their pain because they do not deserve to suffer.  Please make them happy – they are much better people than I. I am sorry for my actions and I will do better in the future. I don’t want to be alone and I don’t want you to be ashamed of me.  With your help, I can change and I thank you for not turning your back on me although I have not acted kindly.  I am sorry.  And I will do better.