is it time to give up

Dear God, I try every day to stay strong. But I can’t carry on. Will you truly be mad at me if I end it all now. I pray to you. And I know when its my time for help you will be there. But I have no patience left. I’m tired God. I’m really tired. I feel I’m trapped inside this body. And I need to be free. This is my last hope you can come to me sooner. I love you and I’m sorry in advance.