Letter to God

Dear God,

I know You already do so much kind for me,. but seem my mortality, my weakness make me cant see You clearly. Sometimes i feel when i try to closed to You, You throw me away,.

This time i try to make all the things getting better, family, my girlfriend, but it seems i just screw up everything,. now i dont know what to do,. i dont know where to go,. i even doubt why i stand in here,.

Dear God, let me be your miracle,. guide me so i cant find my way to go home, so i cant find my way to married my girlfriend,. I really love her, i do need her, please dont take her away from me,.

dear God, save me, help me, let me be part of your miracle, amen.