My Dearest God

I am suffering terribly. My severe anxiety is debilitating and I know I am greatly lacking so much depth in my life because of it. I am constantly worried about everything and anything i have no control over. Medication just isn’t an option for me because I’d like to decode this anxiety organically. God, I need you! Please dear Lord, I need you to take charge of my life. I am so terrified, I don’t want to keep trying to take control anymore. I need you so desperately to take over and soothe my soul. I have so much love to share with the world and this awful disorder is holding me back. I love you. I trust you.