Oh God take me away from this discourse

I thought it would make my dad proud, instead he just finds room to make suggestions about what I should be doing finds fault in my coices. Of all things, Lord, he should be proud of me. Are You proud of me Jesus? This is for You most of all, Lord. Let it glorify YOU! I dont want to displease my dad but i have to stand up for myself, for what i know is true in my heart. Lord God this is why i dont tell him things about myself…and he doesnt like that i am correct in this so he tells me to go away, im getting on his nerves. Lord forgive him for hurting my feelings, and Lord just lead to do things for You and no one else. Help Lord God, I praise You.