Oh lord what do I do?

Lord I turn to you in complete surrender.  I have no one else but you to turn to, help me find you again.  Come into my life that I might continue to live.  I come to you in pain as my dying wife is leaving me.  My granddaughters and my wife, my dog and two cats are all leaving me and I am so alone.  Please come back into my life so that I can still live.  Without you I am nothing.  Forgive me for not getting down on my knees and asking your forgiveness as I should have.  Join with me NOW I beg you.  Help me in my time of trial.  Comfort me in your loving arms.  Heal me father.  Take the pain away.  I feel so empty Lord.  Direct my footsteps that so that I can find you again.  I am knocking please let me in.  I have never been in so much absolute pain in my life.  I know you gave your son for me personally so that his blood would cover my sins in your sight.  I ask you NOW to help me.