Where are you?

God, I don’t understand why you have abandoned me. I admit that I haven’t been the best person to anybody. Ever. But you know darn well that I have tried. And all for what? All for nothing. All I get in return is lies, cheats, deceit, betrayal. Why? All I have ever given anybody is…

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You let me down

I tried so hard to be me, to be someone else, to be loved, to be loving, to be accepting, to be discerning, to be special, to be ordinary. I’ve been open. I’ve shared openly with people after keeping my abuse a secret for years. I felt like I was better but nothing changed. Then,…

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Getting Serious

Dear God,  Now I want to get serious. I want to remove all the toxicity from my life and get back to you. Now is the time to really work on my relationship with you and work on my confidence and self image. The world has ruined my spirit, but you make me feel better. You make…

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Trying

Dear God….I think I am sick of trying x

Changing.

Dear God,Why have you done all these things to me? Why do you have to break my mom’s heart, my dad’s heart? It pains me so much seeing my mom trying so hard everyday. And I wonder if my dad is handling things well by himself. I know it’s not enough for them to just…

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Dear God,

Please give my mom strength to give birth to another child, my baby sister. Please let my sister be born healthy and help me to give her unconditional love. Amen.

Darkness

Dear God,  I’ve been down this road of depression for two years and counting and there seems to be no end in sight. I keep crying out to you, surrendering all that I have and asking you to be with me. All I hear is silence and all I feel is loneliness. The depression is…

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For the man of my dreams

Dear God,  I know you have a purpose for me but i can’t see it right now. Any prayer i call out to you…. i feel like im not getting through. My boyfriend has been very ill for 2 years now and it just keeps getting worse. He isnt responding to treatment. I don’t know…

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Dear God,

I found this page today out of random, my heart breaks for these people who desperately need you. God, be with them this very second. Be with their kids, be with their families, be with their finanical problems, be with their health, be with their friends. Everything on earth is spiritual in some way, protect…

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Just one day..

Dear God, Please give just one with him and that would make me die to happiness. Please, just one day. Amen.