PLEASE HELP ME

I’m in a dark place in my life. I started a new job & though I’m grateful for it, I am making about a third of what I used to make, causing miserable financial grief. My sons student loan has been hovering over me like a dark cloud. I don’t want him to worry about it. My marriage has failed, WE are not happy together anymore. I realize You are watching over me, but I am soooo at the end of my rope. Please God, guide me to a familiar happiness I once had. Give me confirmation that things will be good again, soon or take me out of this painful life. If need be, bring me to heaven. And please help my son succeed in life. He more than deserves it. I pray for all those feeling the same as I. Please heal me, somehow.