Remember Me God

Hi God
I am in trouble. I do not know what to do. I do not know what good I can do in this condition. I have cried everyday for 448 days and counting. You know the thoughts that I have been having for over 448 days. I have prayed in several church parking lots bc sanctuaries are only open on Sundays. My car filled with had written prayers and do not know what to do with them. I have been to every church looking for you. I pray constantly through out the day. The only joy left is my daughter. My soul is broken. I praying again, because I do not know what else I can do. What good are blessings if you do not feel good inside.

Help me have the energy and to be emotionally present to what is needed of me each day. I can not see how this mistake will can be fixed. I see myself feeling differently. I feel alone.

My mistake/sin haunts me, will be with me for rest of my life. It is impossible to hide from others emotionally and physically. I realize that there are many that endure much tougher circumstances. As you know I am weak and weary and my faith is waning. I feel this IPl damage, has been winning. You know what I have been doing the heal which is risky. Please sanctify this method for me.

Please help friends and family endure me while I go through this test. Please if I am stuck with this stuff help me look passed it and function. If I am to heal please help me. Tell me what you want from me. Talk to me please. Help please. I hurt. Please end my trial. If I am to go by thy will, I go gladly. Please keep my baby healthy, happy and let her long life without IPL. Forgive this sin.

Please help others suffering from this too. Please stop IPl/Laser from hurting more people and destroying lives. I am truly sorry. Thank you for sacrifice. If I could bare one moment of his agony I would to erase this sin. In Jesus Name pray for forgiveness and healing.

Amen. Please remember me.